I am alone. Very lonely. Unlike you, my family and relatives aren’t around me. Even so, I wouldn’t be able to bear them if I’m around them.
I have no one else beside you. You’ve been accompanying me for the past 8 months. I’m very grateful to have you by my side, even you don’t really know it.
I’m afraid and lonely. These two feelings that I haven’t felt for a very long time.
I’m very sorry for I’ve done. I have my flaws. I hope you forgive me for my mistakes.
Dear self, please be less insecure.
I had a dream, of you and me.
It’s about a married couple. They were once happy. After a while, the wife wanted a divorce. They were not as happy as they were before. The husband tried as much as possible to save the marriage, but it’s too late. They ended up bring up points for each other, suing each other. Throughout the time they discussed about the divorce for the court, the husband realise, that he can’t do it. He is still in love with her wife. He ended up drop all the charges he initially planned for his wife. The wife won, almost everything. He knew at that moment, he lost part of himself. He just had to let it go.
I’ve never cry this much in my life for a girl. I’ve never love a girl this much too.
But clearly, love itself is not enough.
Thank you for liking me back.
Something that’s done, cannot be undone. I wish I can go back in time to stop myself, so that all this won’t happen. I cannot take it anymore.
What I’ve done will always haunt me.
You don’t know how much I miss you.
I sensed cold treatment. Maybe it’s just my thought because you’re far away.
But I hope it’s not.
Everyone has that. I has that too.
Mine, pretty high.